Well, truth hurts.
When your good friend can actually come up to you and be upfront about your desperation, then you're obviously going over the board. Man, hate it when this happens. But like I said, no risk, no gain. You will never know till you try, isn't it?
And like another friend said, if you have to go through so much trouble just to make it happen, then it's probably not meant to be. Well, it started out easy though. And then now, not so much. I just hope it's not a matter of avoidance. I hope I dont appear as too desperate too. Oh crap.
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE???
But I just wanted to be friends. If I can't grab your attention, how would you even notice me? Im no super good-looker, nor am I the famous kid around, and Im definitely not the sharpest knife in the drawer. Yea, a friend said, wait for them to react. But well yea, you can have the privilege to do that, because you're gorgeous my love. People flock to know you better. It's not the same for me, I find friends darling. Say what you want to say. Im just excited to make friends. Dont tear my spirits down.
It's not even a bad thing.
And then it was gone.
The feeling went away. It just had to. There's really not much point in clinging on and hoping that something miraculous is going to happen. If I am able to put in that much effort to make friends, and you don't seem to bother, then it's just not going to work. Ultimately, I'm moving on...
And then there was the brother.
Pretty good-looking. Pretty charming. Sweet-looking and Im falling head over heels over his smile. I don't usually see a guy smile that gorgeously before, so cut me some slack. I dont really care if I seem like a stalker, though I honestly don't want to be seen as one, but it's been a while seen I feel excited about the start of a new friendship. So really, I would love to love and be loved. Maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow, but soon. Soon. It's gonna come.
<3<3<3
